This morning I went to the funeral of the 24-year-old son of one of my longtime colleagues at work. Aaron died in a freak motorcycle accident; he wasn't done living, and if he'd had a choice he'd still be alive. I didn't go to the gravesite or the reception afterwards, but from my study here I heard the procession of his motorcycle buddies drive past our house on their way from the cemetery to the reception hall. It was an appropriate tribute to a young man who clearly made an impact on his world.
Robin Williams made a huge impact on the larger world and it's still unreal to me that he's gone. He was 63, just a year older than James. To me, that's way too young to die. I hope to have James around a lot longer than one more year. In one sense, Robin Williams did choose to die, but in another very real sense he didn't. He succumbed to a killer disease.
I'm determined not to let this disease kill me. I know that ultimately it might—it obviously can beat even the best of us—but I'll do everything I can to beat it. If it does beat me, I want everyone to remember that it was the disease, not me, that killed me. It was a motorcycle out of control that killed Aaron. It was depression that killed Robin Williams. I don't know what will someday kill me, but it won't be me. I promise.
3 comments:
amen...
Yes... I can identify. Thinking of you and sending prayers too.
Damn straight, Di. You go, girl.
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