Switching Meds

The thoughts I have are not my thoughts. 
"Wait a month for the new meds to kick in, then see what you think." 
For the next few weeks, I have to let all my thoughts and feelings
drift
by
like flotsam on choppy waters,
churned up from the muck
on the bottom
where carp feed.
No carping, Dianne.
Don't eat the crap on the bottom—
just spit it out and keep going.
Have faith
that when the new meds kick in
I will be salvaged.